this is one thing i will never be able to stop counting in my life time, and unfortunately the numbers are getting higher instead of lower and each will bring its own potential struggle that i Will find a way to get through :)
and hopefully in the furture someone wont even be able to say ‘ive been diabetic for a year’ because hopefully they will find a succesful cure :’)
x
its to confussing for me!
you dont understand the way i think, things dont bother me for a while or i dont realise something but then it will just flood into my mind outof no where and most of the time i just make the situation like 10 times worse but thats just what i doo and then like tommorow i wont even think about it and it wont bother me again for agess! but atm its bothering me, and im not even sure what it is.
is it always just excuses? do you even actually want to see me? i know you say that you do and that your really excited etc but do you? am i just reading to much into nothing?
i always get close to someone but then something happens, and i end up not even talking to them, i dont want that to happen this time, but its even more difficult this time, :/ i suppose we both know that we well i want to happen wont
but i guess i’ll live :D
all good! :D :)
xoxox
who?
Kidding :)
ahh, yeah i guess he is pretty amazing.
He is a lovely, kind, funny and genuine guy im so glad that i got to meet him and in such a wonderful place too :)
He made my first experiance at yes week an amzing time :) as well as some others :) *love flick*
im soo happy that we have stayed in contact :) and hope that i shall meet up with him again soon :)
xoxox
i hope you know that iam still always here for you when ever you need it :) i know we have become so distant during year 11 and way more now but i hope that if you ever feel you need to talk, a hug or just to borrow some sugar :L i hope you remeber where iam :)
i knew that we wouldnt stay as close as we were but i never knew it would be this fast, i saw you the other day but didnt want to come up to you because you looked like you were having soo much fun and didnt want to spoil it! i never thought i would do that.
i hope that we bump into eachother some day, soon or in the future and that we have a good old chat up! :D goo for lunch and just have a laugh like we used too :) and continue it :)
i love you, i miss you Minnie Mouse
Love from Piglet
xoxox
Thinking about making a cake in a bit :D x
soooo the first two days of sixth form have been good :)
that could be to do with the fact that i have had noo lessons soo far :O but tbh that can get pretty boring when there is nothing to do in or around school! haha
but its good soo far :D i pretty much only have lessons every day for the first two lessons :) work placement on wednesday :) and re-sit mathh last lesoon on two days a week :) soo its not soo bad :) and every other friday i only have one lesson :D
i need to get credit!!! and then i get 300 free texts and internet :D yay!
Caru x
sooo, ive decided to go to sixth form and it starts tommorow,
am i looking forward to it? Sort of, i mean im looking forward to seeing people :) seeing if theres anyone new, seeing who will be in my tutorial etc. seeing what day my placement will be,finding a place to go etc, and well finding out if i like the course i have taken! :O which i think i will :D i hope i do! haha
BUT i dont like the uniform! haha :)
so im off to the cinema to see salt today :)
just found out one of my friends who i havent seen in agess cant come cause she’s not well :( soo hopefully will see her soon!
Loveeee
xx
